Good Morning! (Taken with picplz.)
I’ve been working a lot and with turkey day and being sick…I think some puppy felt negleced lol (Taken with picplz.)
After 2 hours driving and 2 hours with docs and who knows how much longer someone is getting sleepy lol verdict so far…stumped (Taken with picplz.)
Seed…
Calm after the storm, everything is sunny.
I feel calm yet something. A creeping sadness a longing for what was once. No regret. Just apprehension of what’s to be.
It’s as if I’m in a sea of flowers and I’m just a seed. I feel the soil, I feel the warm sun, I feel the rain but still I don’t quite yet want to plant. I’m surrounded by such beautiful bright flowers. It’s not time yet.
It’s a very lonely feeling. As if you are the only person even though you are in a sea of people.
It’s almost time.. Almost..
numb
“Numb” by Linkin Park I’m tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don’t know what you’re expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) [Chorus:] I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I’m becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can’t you see that you’re smothering me, Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? ‘Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you. (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you. (Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take. [Chorus:] I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware I’m becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you. And I know I may end up failing too. But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you. [Chorus:] I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there, Become so tired, so much more aware. I’m becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you. [Chorus:] I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there. (I’m tired of being what you want me to be) I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there. (I’m tired of being what you want me to be) I always have and always will I imagine identify in some way with this song. Not conforming to being who someone else wants you to be. Staying who you are you. Staying true to yourself. The pain in loss. And in simpler terms… People are asshats HAHA
